Today is Football Friday!!!!! yup and its the big game against University HS. They "decorated" the school a couple of days ago. But we can not retaliate cause they got the cops everywhere. Its still fun. I really hope we win tonite. My heart has sunk to the bottom. Boys are like the rollar coasters of life. You really like one guy so you go out with them, then after awhile that boy disappoints you one way or another. You really want to make it work but something is pulling you away. You like this guy really bad but something about him makes you sick in your heart. you finally decide that todays the day you really can't take the pulling of your heart anymore. then you end up talking to his friend. he makes you promise to hold off on the break up til the end of the week. He is going to talk to your boyfriend and make him change. the next day there are some changes. you like what you see but will he remember. the last bit of the promise is a anniversary gift. you think he better do something, it has been 6 weeks and not one present besides b-day stuff. Well Friday is almost over and nothing. you are really disappointed. You give into the nagging of your heart. there was no peer presure in your disicion. This is exactly what I feel like, but I don't want to hurt Zach. Thats the last thing I want. I really would rather be friends than boyfriend/girlfriend. I know half of its my fault cause I can never make time for him because of my HW and extraciricular stuff. It is hard for me to find that median between business and pleasure. But that is life never fair never willing to make room for your idea of a free time.