Geetar chords and shared memories

My parents get back tomorrow. I am so excited. It has been two weeks. I can't believe how time flies in this world. In that time I have gone from lows to highs, even gotten a year older. Still the fun loving person but one of responsibility. I still depend on my Parents but I am spreading my wings. Making my own decisions. How I do my HW and when I eat dinner. What I do with my life. But in the time that they are gone I have miss the memories we could have shared. My surprise party, looking at colleges, singing in worship team not just teen worship. I miss mom telling me to do my HW and what I could do over the weekend. Even moms home cooked meals. Some of you don't have family meals everydinner or even have a homecooked meal everynight. Well with mom gone, I realize how much I missed that. Amber is not always here for dinner and that leaves me alone. Its not easy cooking a meal just for yourself. SO out pops the frozen dinner and the TV on. TV is so adicting when you feel out of place. I am just glad my Parents are coming home and are not gone for good. I thank God everyday for the gift of parents he has placed in my life. They just celebrated their 21st anniversery. That is really special. A friend of mines mom complains about how long her parents have been married-58years (i think) But I think she should be happy that they have found each other and are still together. Finding your true love the first time is the most special thing in the world.

But right now my life is all about music. I have a choir concert tomorrow and piano lessons the day after that. But something about Geetar chords reminds me more of my dad then anything. Reason being I just pulled the miniture geetar out for Amber and I tuned it all by myself. I wish I could follow my dads footsteps and pick that up too. Oh well, people change when you go away for a while.

The nice thing is I get to have my parents home for about two weeks and in that time Jessi comes home for a weekend. PLus my Granny and Papa are coming for a visit. So going from no one the everyone will be interesting. But then everyone goes again. My parents will be gone when Homecoming comes around this year. I don't even know if I want to go anymore if they're not here to share more memories.