The day of moodswings is coming to the end. It all started out as a funny scared day knowing that I, Laura the girl that does not get out much, went to a surprise party for a good friend of mines 16th B-Day. At this party I was dared, we were playing truth or dare game, to call a guy that I knew and say 3 times "I love you, will you go out with me". well I did it with out laughing and was scared how the guy would react. The second reason is that today was the first day to see my boyfriend that I just broken up with on Friday. I walk into the school and go to my locker and head to the Media Centre to see him and his friends. He of course is smiling so I think he has taken it pretty well. The day goes by ok. I am enjoying my self emencly. Then Lunch comes around. I refuse to eat with my ex-boyfriend and instead go and eat with my SV friends. Later I go with my friend to visit the old bench. As we are walking up my other friend comes up to tell us that my ex-boyfriend does not understand that we are broke up. He thinks I am having a mood swing. I go up in the mind frame of tred litly. Then Katie comes up and saws "so Laura I guess you are having Marital Problems." Of course I am already aware that what Katie says is not always the nicest things you would want to here. So this was the last straw. I yell back at her 'MARITAL PROBLEMS" and walk off very fast with Shauna and Tiana following me. As we walk I become very mad at what Katie had the nerve to say. Shauna and Tiana feel the same way. As I walk back to the SV bench I become depressed. So now I am mad and Depressed. The rest of the day I intentionally avoid my X and get to class as soon as possible. By sixth class I am tired and have a really bad headache. I come home feeling a little better untill I read my sisters blog.

Our maid in Africa died last week and I really miss her but I did not cry for I had not seen her in over 7 years. I am still saddened by the fact that someone close to me has died. I know I don't say much out in the open but I am truely saddened. The other thing is my mom who I love dearly is having surgery on her knee on Thursday. So is my BESTEST best friend's dad is having surgery on his Cancer. So I am put in a very caring position to help my mom but I is very hard cause I have so much HW and other things to do. Pray for me Friends and Family as I try to get through this week with out lossing it. Thanks for being there Mom, even though I seem to be uncaring about the house work I really do care it is just I am so Busy and have no time with everyone on my back.