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I dreamed and wished
You showed up and made a promise
I looked forward to the future.
It went on and on
Fantasies ditched, dreams broken
it's my fault, it'll be better next time
Its all i hear
accept the mistakes and move on
we have different mentalities
our mindsets are different
can this really work?
or are we forcing each other to fit a mould of dreams
if so why carry on with it



I wait hoping the promises will work
I sit and watch us make it better than the last time
Anticipation is on my mind
I talk to you
I call you
I push you into things I dream about
Making the most of what we have
Isn't that your job
Be the man!!!!
Show me you can take charge and understand
be something worth holding on to.
My heart sinks with every excuse I hear
Dreams shatter as things take different paths.
You promised, my heart was in your hands
you dropped it.
Past greifances have reappeared
then you wonder what caused the outcome
I talk to you and call you
where is your effort
How do I know you care?
Show me, tell me, spend time with me
I love how you hold me
you make the world a happier place
But you always want the physical
what about the mental
My faith used to be important to you
now all i hear is excuses
live a life of freedom and grace
so what if you find out today
go anyways
Never plan every detail cause something will always come up
just live for the moments
it may be different but it hurts me less



You make promises everyday
"I'll call you" or "I'll come by today"
I sit waiting
Spending time for other things looking for you
No call of a change of plan
No sorries
it just didn't happen
O I hear about it the next day but why not today
you plan everyday out
I know that parents arn't the nicest sometimes
but at least tell me about it.
I don't care if you think it'll bore me
Cause I care I'll listen to anything
please tell me why
please make time
please make things easier on me.